An Addict, I tell you

To Harry Potter!!!! I'm on the last part of the 5th book and Harry's panicking hoping that his best friends are not dead and blaming himself if they are. No, he's not some sort of pussy or anything. He cares! I mean imagine yourself in a situation in which you and your friends' lives were in danger!!! I'm ready to cry because at any moment Sirius is going to die and he's really going to blame himself! :( I'm a big cry baby (by the way).