A random note

TODAY is Christmas. I had the most amazing time with my friend Ashleigh's grandparents. It makes me wish I had grandparents or had the opportunity to know them. They're just so cute, so so so so cute. I would like my future "old period" would be like theirs. I want tons of grand kids and great grand kids!!!

I feel like I'm filled with these dreams and desires for my future and I feel as though someone from the outside is just shaking their head at my little dreams. I just want to punch them in the face and tell the just because THEIR hopes and dreams didn't come out the way they planned or wanted doesn't mean mine WON'T! -Stupid people.

4 weeks left

Ahhh I've been awake since yesterday 3 in the afternoon til now. It has NOT been a lazy banana nut cake day- AT ALL. It's been all about working backstage and checking in costumes and then working on 10 flash cards per hour. And in between that-laundry. Funnily enough, laundry hasn't been a pain today :D That's make me quite a happy camper. I'm going to the J to get some food and some french vanilla coffee for the day, yay!